April 30, 2012

As I let the water fall down my face in the shower I often think about all of the things on my to do list.  These often consist of various meetings or homework assignments.  Well today was different.  I got in the shower, let out what felt like the first breathe of fresh air in over a month and began trying to work my way through what I needed to do.  All that was there was graduation, but didn't I just tell myself I wasn't ready for this?  I'm crying again for the 5th or 6th time of the day.  I am not quite sure it was possible to cry in sadness one minute and 5 minutes later be crying in joy.  Mix those two with the other 500 emotions I feel and you have one delirious, confused soon to be graduate.  I keep telling myself things like "it will never be the same" or asking "when will I see her again?"  I love the hundreds of new sisters I have, the little sis' I thought i'd never have, and the irreplaceable friends I have now.  I have so much to thank Meredith College for.  -